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Revision as of 06:49, 6 November 2020
Title | Despair |
Episode # | Season 15, Episode 18 |
First aired | November 5, 2020 |
Directed by | Richard Speight, Jr. |
Written by | Robert Berens |
On IMDB | Despair |
Outline | |
Monster | Chuck Billie |
Timeline | Immediately after 15.17 Unity |
Location(s) | Lebanon, Kansas The Empty Hastings, Minnesota Death's Library |
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Contents
Synopsis
Characters
- Sam Winchester
- Dean Winchester
- Castiel
- Jack Kline
- Chuck
- Donna Hanscum
- Billie / Death
- Bobby Singer (Apocalypse World)
- Cosmic Entity
- Charlie Bradbury (Apocalypse World)
- Stevie
- Jules
Definitions
- Alcohol
- Angel Blade
- Apocalypse World
- Castiel's Handprint
- Chuck's Death Book
- Deals and Pacts
- Death's Library
- Death's Scythe
- Destiel
- Donna's Truck
- The Empty
- Enochian
- EVP
- Food
- Hugs
- Hunters
- Impala
- Key to Death
- Men of Letters Bunker
- Nephilim
- Peen of Death
- Prayer
- Queer and Gender Diverse Characters
- Reapers
- Rowena's Spellbooks
- Sammy
- Season 15 Callbacks
- Spells
- Table of Death
- Telekinesis
- Warding Sigils
Music
Quotes
Castiel: Jack. You never needed absolution from Sam, or Dean, or from me. We don't care about you because you're useful or you fit into some grand design. We care about you because you're you.
Jack: God, the Empty, Billie, everyone's so mad at us and I don't have my powers. There's nothing I can do to protect us. I'm scared, Cass.
Sam: Yeah, well if Dean and Cass can pull this off, we shouldn't be here too long.
Bobby: Okay. I brought a bucket. You think it'll work?
Sam: Well, angelic warding, Aramaic, Enochian and I have this. I found it in Rowena's things. A spell, "Praeses Magna." Should boost the strength of all the warding.
Bobby: "Should."
Castiel: Something like that.
Billie: Well, he better work on his aim.
Dean: Thing is, that time, I wasn't trying to kill you.
Billie: Hmm. What's changed?
Dean: Oh, I don't know. Could be that you've started killing all my friends.
Billie: I didn't hurt your friends.
Dean: What?
Billie: You're in the wrong place, Dean.
Castiel: I've got you.
Castiel: Dean.
Dean: You what?
Castiel: The -- The price was my life. When I experienced a moment of true happiness, the Empty would be summoned and it would take me forever.
Dean: Why are you telling me this now?
Castiel: I always wondered, ever since I took that burden, that curse, I wondered what it could be what -- what my true happiness could even look like. I never found an answer. Because the one thing I want... it's something I know I can't have. But I think I know -- I think I know now. Happiness isn't in the having. It's in just being. It's in just saying it.
Dean: What are you talking about, man?
Castiel: I know. I know how you see yourself, Dean. You see yourself the same way our enemies see you. You're destructive and you're angry and you're broken. You're -- You're "Daddy's Blunt Instrument." And you think that hate and anger that's -- that's what drives you. That's who you are. It's not. And everyone who knows you sees it. Everything you have ever done, the good and the bad you have done for love. You raised your little brother for love. You fought for this whole world for love. That is who you are. You're the most caring man on Earth. You are the most selfless, loving human being I will ever know. You know, ever since we met, ever since I pulled you out of Hell, knowing you has changed me. Because you cared, I cared. I cared about you. I cared about Sam. I cared about Jack. I cared about the whole world because of you. You changed me, Dean.
Dean: Why does this sound like a goodbye?
Castiel: Because it is. I love you.
Dean: Don't do this, Cass. Cass.
Sam: I don't know.
Trivia & References
Minutiae
Jack: I... I only drove once.
- In 14.07 Unhuman Nature, Dean taught Jack how to drive when he was dying for the first time.
- Billie is referencing her first death in 12.09 First Blood.